2020.10.29 18:38 TesKCCC Naked 4g punch. Week 5 of healing. Man I can't wait to put shit though it.
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2020.10.29 18:38 Finrz Grinding power level before Beyond Light
I'm only a very recently returned player (not played since D1) and was wondering if there is any real point in grinding power levels beyond 1000 if the new expansion is coming soon? Will the gear become obsolete?
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2020.10.29 18:38 Cidla12 Karta
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2020.10.29 18:38 Eviltwin91 Darkrai weather boosted 0069 1856 6256
2020.10.29 18:38 AutoNewspaperAdmin [IN] - ‘Gold smuggling, drug case have close links’ | The Hindu
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2020.10.29 18:38 reddit_feed_bot TheBlaze: Bill Maher demolishes Democrats as 'loser party,' says late Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg 'should have quit' during Obama administration
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2020.10.29 18:38 Salami_King001 Do it
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2020.10.29 18:38 JeepersJCreepers Florence Pugh [2980x2109]
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2020.10.29 18:38 Squirtleburtal What religious material are terrorists reading to where they believe they need to kill people.
2020.10.29 18:38 NeganTWD New player: I have 99+ keys for treasure hunter, should i just use all of them or no?
New player, never played till a week or two ago. Downloaded the game off steam. I’m doing pretty well. Total level 700 about and combat level 61. I have 72 hours on the game.
Should i spend all of my treasure hunter keys or save them? I keep getting key tokens but just end up destroying them.
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2020.10.29 18:38 Oscar-_-Williams Which one????
2020.10.29 18:38 milfplanet re: @erikka.devine: Good Morning Baby 💋 I am sending you positive vibes & hope you have a wonderful day 💜#maturemodel #mature #beautiful
2020.10.29 18:38 Chrexg He Broke The 4th Wall!
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2020.10.29 18:38 Crisbel03 [LF] Cherry-Blossom Petal stack x10 and posters [FT] 400+ furniture in every color, nook mile items, pocket camp items, 600+ diy to craft, nmt, bell, whatever you want.
Hi I’m looking for
Cherry-Blossom Petal stack x10
Hello kitty poster
Kiki & lala poster
My Melody poster
I have a lot of things for trade, every list here take a look and thanks in advance :)
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2020.10.29 18:38 BitlifeOffical_ When You're Spouse Doesn't Approve Of Your Shoot...
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2020.10.29 18:38 creatorofcrafts Unsure if “best friend” is toxic or if it’s me
Hello reddit, I am here to talk about a friendship that has been super rocky. I can’t tell if it’s her or me or both of us and I don’t know what to do about it. I’ve had a friend since second grade and I’m not into my third year of college. This friend has always been a bit jealous; she used to get jealous when I hung out with my other good friend and I think still does, but it used to be so bad she’d make me feel really guilty about it in elementary, middle, and high school. I chalk that up to her being young though. But she has always had control problems and at this point we are both turning into adults and I don’t know what to do.
When I got a boyfriend in high school, she was upset I wasn’t spending as much time with her. She made it very clear she didn’t like him even though he is super kind and awesome. She’s never had a boyfriend. My whole friend group has never had boyfriends.
Before that, in middle school, my mom died and I grew apart from this friend as she had other friends and I didn’t feel that great around her because there was always some sort of drama. My other friend made me feel happy and free. And then in high school, I got sucked into a very toxic manipulative relationship where I was sexually assaulted and raped multiple times. I was only 15 and none of my friends in my group had even kissed a boy so it was very alone.
My mom’s death and that relationship really fucked me up as you could imagine as they happened within 2 years of each other. I had horrible PTSD and still deal with symptoms 7 years later, even though I am MUCH healthier and happier now.
But after that bad relationship, I met a really awesome boy who was super awesome and also immature as any 16 year old would be, but I loved spending time with him. But our relationship was very rocky because of my PTSD, abandonment issues, anxious attachment, and just being a hormonal teenager. And also his avoidant attachment. We had an on and off relationship which totally sucked but it wasn’t due to us being bad for each other, but more our immaturity with conflict and relationships and my very low self esteem and PTSD. PTSD to the point where I would have flashbacks during sexy times, I’d run into the street thinking I’m running from the rapist, I’d hit my head hard and cut myself during conflict because I was so dissociated. It was dramatic and scary for any teenager to handle. And it sucked so bad, I shouldn’t have been in a romantic relationship with my mental health but I was. Anyways.
My friend I’m talking about made it very clear she did not like this boy. She was upset I was spending more time with him than her. She thought he was the one at fault for our breaking up like three times which I understand she was probably worried, but I tried to explain it to her and she told me it was too much and she didn’t want to talk about my PTSD.
She was also dealing with her parent’s divorce which I know was really difficult for her and I’m not sure what she was going through with that.
Anyways, this friend has had a history of disapproving of me spending time with other people and making me feel guilty for it. Which has made me want to distance myself and in turn her getting more upset about it.
But now that I’m in college and we are older, I don’t want to deal with it anymore. We have a core friend group that she seems to really want to hold onto that we will be friends for life (we have all known each other since elementary school) when I feel that I am really only similar or close to one of them, my friend I consider to be my really good friend.
But the friend I’m talking about, when I hang out with her, I feel anxious. Like I’m walking on eggshells and being judged and like I can’t fully be myself. She smokes weed every day and I don’t anymore because it made me more mentally ill and has done so to a lot of people in my life. I know she struggles with anxiety and depression, but when we hang out she tells me that I got anxious while high because I wasn’t in the right environment or the right people and I should try with her. Which I have an I still get anxious and I told her it really isn’t for me but she doesn’t believe me. She says she feels like a better version of herself when she’s high. It makes me feel like she thinks she knows better. And that’s commonly how I feel around her.
She also doesn’t drive or have her license. She goes to work everyday but she decided not to go to college. Over the summer, she asked if I would drive her to work for $5 and I agreed as a favor. It takes 20 mins for me to drive from my house to hers and then 10 to drive her to work and then 20 for me to drive back. So the $5 was just a courtesy thing I thought. But I was driving her like 5 times a week and picking her up and usually when I’d pick her up I would just hang out at her house so I wouldn’t ask for her to pay. I was doing a favor for her. But I had to cancel one time because my cousin was in town, it was my first week of school and I didn’t realize he was leaving the next day so I cancelled to spend time with him. I didn’t think it was a big deal, I gave her enough time to get another ride, but she called me. I picked up and said sorry but she was yelling at me, telling me how bad it was I cancelled, I made a commitment and all this stuff. I kept saying sorry but I don’t see my cousin ever and he’s leaving and she just kept telling me I was lame and again and again to the point I started crying and had to just hang up. It sucked. To do a favor for someone and to just be taken for granted. I did not feel like a friend.
And it’s been a problem before and I told her I felt kind of used for rides because we’d always go where she wanted to but I was driving obviously. A few days before this happened, she called to hang out with me and I said yeah but when I said I didn’t want to go to a thrift store, she said oh then another day. Like she just wanted me to drive her to the thrift store.
Anyways we hadn’t talked and she asked to talk to me and so we did on the phone but she was mad at me! She apologized but she was mainly mad at me for acting like my cancelling wasn’t that big of a deal. I was so confused. She wanted me to feel bad for cancelling and I did but I told her it shouldn’t be my responsibility to get her to work every day, I’m a full time student and I wanted to see my cousin. I said sorry, but I really don’t think cancelling should have emitted that response from her. It was horrible being yelled at. And again on the phone she yelled at me, and then got upset that I was acting “distant and cold” on the phone and she was saying how she has control issues and I said I understand but it wasn’t okay for her to talk to me that way. She was upset because she wanted everything to go back to normal and wanted to hang out this weekend. I told her I needed some space and she said I am punishing her. The truth is I just need space to think. I go to a full time university which is a lot of work, I have a big position in a huge club and I’ve got family stuff of my own going on if you can imagine three of four sisters in their twenties living at home with my widower dad...
I just feel like she has so much expectation on me, yet when we hang out, I’m the one driving to her. I listen to her talk about herself and she doesn’t really ask about me. I can’t talk about the guy I’m seeing, which is the awesome boy I met in high school who I’m in a very happy and healthy relationship with now that we are both home because of COVID. I’m so happy in my life right now, I have finally taken care of myself first and I love myself and have my PTSD under control and I’m on medication. I’m happy and productive and I haven’t felt this way in years. But she won’t let me talk about it. She makes me feel judged for being with this guy and she doesn’t ask about my college or club with any interest.
She may be jealous? I go to the top public university in the US and she isn’t in school. I don’t think she’s in a good mental place and I’m doing much better than I used to. But I can tell she really cares about me and is afraid to lose our friendship. I’m just not sure she cares about me or our friendship status more. She’s very anxiously attached and I can tell and I’ve been there, but I can’t help her I don’t think.
I just feel icky when we hang out. Like maybe she’s not happy when I’m doing well or I can’t say certain things because I’m afraid she will gossip. I told her on the phone I felt like she wouldn’t talk to our other friends how she talked to me and she got so angry “don’t you dare compare our relationship to others and assume that don’t you dare talk to me that way”. She actually said that! I was trying to be calm which she interpreted as cold, and I felt scared. I told her it scared me when she yelled at me and she said “oh you think I’m scary?? You make me feel like a monster!” And all this stuff when I didn’t say it at all. I don’t know what to do. She said she wants to know she’s a priority in my life, but I didn’t know what to say! I have a family, other friends, a boyfriend, a dog, I’m a full time student and I work. It seems I can’t give enough. I’m taking space and distancing myself now, but our other friend I feel good with and happy is also her friend and she was apparently talking to her about this.
It’s making me feel sick inside and anxious. I don’t know what to do. Things were fine during the summer with her but I still felt like I wasn’t able to be myself. And the moment I stood up to her she got so angry. I know she really loves me and cares and I love her a lot and I know she’s not in a good place right now but I don’t want to pretend everything is fine because for me it’s not. She said she wanted things to go back to normal. I don’t know what to do.
I feel like we are drifting and she really doesn’t want to. I feel like I’m doing really well and growing and I don’t know if she’s happy for me. I don’t know if she’s being toxic or it’s something I’m doing too or maybe I’m missing something. I don’t want to feel guilty for living how I want to live.
She always seems so happy for our other friends but for me no. One time she was complimenting them on how great they looked and said “oh sorry (my name), you look good too but you always do” and laughed. But it was weird.
I have gone through a lot with losing my mom, high school sucked, my family was torn apart and I’m having to deal with that. And I can’t talk about that stuff with her. I feel like we are only friends because we have known each other for 14 years.
This is very long but I need help and advice and I can’t tell if there’s something more I can do but I feel so drained by it :(
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2020.10.29 18:38 dressnlatex My third triple platelets donation since the pandemic started in March.
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2020.10.29 18:38 PregnantNici Send only not purchased PPV?
Hello lovelies! I’m Wondering if anyone knows of a way to easily send unpurchased pay-per-view to each individual subscriber. I have some people that have purchased everything but a lot Of subscribers only purchased a small portion and I would like to send them a discount for the remaining pay-per-view they haven’t purchased yet. Is there a remotely easy way anyone else of doing this? Thank you!!
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2020.10.29 18:38 MilesSato 😎
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2020.10.29 18:38 Lily_Diamond I made this Mycelium Resistance Poster, I hope you like it :)
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2020.10.29 18:38 maximus4430 Best way to hunt shiny regi soft reset or run away?
2020.10.29 18:38 rulesforrebels @cz_binance: Hope you bought the last dip. Not financial advice. Just rooting for ya. #btc https://t.co/59v6Zpnwpe
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2020.10.29 18:38 jonnyuk1 Does this count as eboy ? Pretty new to eboy fashion/style but I think I this is one of my favourite outfits. Not sure if this is allowed but Instagram is https://www.instagram.com/jonnyuk1/
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2020.10.29 18:38 Obsydiian Shima already? Seriously???
I seriously hope we get more radar support and anti DD spam in legendary tier soon cause Shima is gonna be the yudachi x 1000... I hope this isn't a mistake
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2020.10.29 18:38 SnooCakes8326 Joining navy but wondering if I should wait until Covid subsides any input? Also how has covid affected your experience in the navy?
Im in senior year of highschool and I was really excited about joining but now I hear how shitty great lakes is right now and how mental health and morale are at an all time low. Should I wait for covid to subside then join ?
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