For the first time in my life I feel like I have control over my head.

2020.11.25 20:48 i_am_alone_wanderer For the first time in my life I feel like I have control over my head.

My anxiety has been a rollercoaster. I've dwelled on missed opportunities. I've cringed at stupid stuff I've done. I've regretted social interactions that went south. I've felt awkward, shy and believed I was an outsider my entire life.
Well today was a good day. I woke up to a pleasant day off. Everything was calm and comfortable. I did some cleaning, changed my sheets and got a lot accomplished this morning.
I'm watching The Twilight Zone and drifting in thought. I feel like I am in control of my anxiety as of very recently. When I've had moments of weakness I've managed to stay calm and collect my thoughts. I still feel anxious at times, but I feel like I might be winning the current battle bin the war.
I am going to do my best to keep this trend going.
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2020.11.25 20:48 EdwinH52 Bikini Pic

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2020.11.25 20:48 vintageaquarian comparing myself to others (LONG post)

Okay so I have always had a problem with comparing myself to others, mostly girls because that’s my gender but it was never usually a weight thing. I would wish I looked like them in the face, and would be jealous of things like facial features or how they dress. Well since I have developed an ED over the past few months or so it’s shifted into being extremely jealous of other girls bodies. A very specific one for example is my boyfriends ex girlfriend. Her and I used to be very close because my boyfriend and I were really close friends before we started dating and we would all hangout together. She is small but has a nice body and i’ve always known that, and definitely so has he (obviously). She is a very open person and she also is really open about her body. All her instagram is is pictures of her half naked or in lingerie. Props to her for feeling herself but it makes me feel so bad when I see those posts and then look at myself. Just today she posted this REALLY good picture of her in a tiny black corset and my boyfriend still follows her so I know he will see it. & I know he (used to) really like when she posts those pictures bc he told me so while we were still just friends. I want to look like her so fucking bad and I can only do so when I HEAVILY restrict myself and I want to so bad right now. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and it’s going to be so hard not to eat but I feel like I don’t deserve to at this point because I don’t look like her. My boyfriend loves me & my body and constantly reassures me that I look good and not to hurt myself like I do (he knows about my ed) but I don’t think I can stop myself this time. Sorry for the long post but I just HAD to get this off my chest because I can’t stop crying and I feel disgusting.
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2020.11.25 20:48 Philip_Swiftopher Goodbye, old friend.

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2020.11.25 20:48 Skateboard_Raptor Elaitoh??? HyperNeko

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2020.11.25 20:48 doppl It do be like that tho...

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2020.11.25 20:48 Tori_Stardust26 It's hot chocolate time ✨

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2020.11.25 20:48 lofi_iloveyoubaby Which girl is more beautiful for you?

Which girl is more beautiful for you?
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2020.11.25 20:48 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Business] - At their November meeting, Fed officials discussed possible future adjustments to asset purchases to boost the economy | ABC

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2020.11.25 20:48 HipposAreAmazing Does UPS not deliver to apartment buildings?

It's happened more times than I can count, the UPS driver doesnt deliver my package, and instead takes it to the access point. I have an account where i set my preferences to "leave at front door" and "does not require signature" I'm working from home all day lately because covid, so I'm home when they say I wasnt. I cant remember a time they actually delivered any of my packages. Does UPS just skip apartment buildings to save time on their routes?
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2020.11.25 20:48 thekorv How to reduce thruster power ob MSR?

I read that it was possible to "reduce thruster power" on the Star Runner in order to save fuel. Some said it should be reduced with about 50%. But how do I do this?
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2020.11.25 20:48 joe1297 Chances of admission and subsequent money off at Georgetown?

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2020.11.25 20:48 AutoNewspaperAdmin [National] - As economy struggles, Fed weighs boosting bond purchases | ABC

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2020.11.25 20:48 AniHaGever11 What biblical commentary or series is more better to study Tanach- Caussoto, Daat Mikra or the commentary by the late Rav Adin Steinstalz?

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2020.11.25 20:48 Tumdace No Access to Powerups on Mobile App?

Trying to access TimeCamp powerup on the mobile app, none of my power ups even show up in the mobile app.
Is this just something not available for the free plan, or is it not available period?
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2020.11.25 20:48 GoodOlQuantum Whether he’s messing around or grinding challenges he sure knows his way around, get the Quantum Locker Bundle out never.

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2020.11.25 20:48 trot-trot The new 'gold rush' for green lithium: "Lithium is crucial for the transition to renewables, but mining it has been environmentally costly. Now a more sustainable source of lithium has been found deep beneath our feet."

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2020.11.25 20:48 lukasday88 How can humans become more intelligent?

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2020.11.25 20:48 dibdab86 Thot=sin. My virginity will be guarded with my life

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2020.11.25 20:48 Parzva1 [Recruiting] Da Boat Racers , level 17 ,Th12 and above, looking for CWL mates at Master ii level (30 v 30) , Independent.

Looking for mostly th13s to reinforce our CWL crew. Bunch of us do competitive back to back wars as well, if interested. Rebuilt clan , Poor W/L ratio due to past history. We've got 20+ th13s , active in clan games and CWL. Recently got promoted to Master ii. Th13s can join in game, Da Boat Racers. #QY0089UP We change th requirements often, so if you're th12 best to apply on discord. Discord : Or hit me up Parzival#3820
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2020.11.25 20:48 CoolGuy232323 at least armenians didn't commited cultural Genocide

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2020.11.25 20:48 aecmed69 Wedding Photo/Video/Florist Recs for Philly/NJ?

My fiance and I decided to move forward with our May 1, 2021 wedding plans. We're 5 months away and haven't booked any vendors. We're finding that everyone is already booked! Does anyone have any recs for photo/video/florist/decor?
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2020.11.25 20:48 TheManFromVault69 c/s his wife is a little strange...

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