How should I (26M) feel around a person that would eventually become my life-time partner?

2020.11.25 17:13 ZoomsterVK How should I (26M) feel around a person that would eventually become my life-time partner?

Hello everyone.
Some cry out first I am processing the worst experience in my life, yet. 6 years of relationship with a woman, that was so genuine, loved by all my family members, such a damn sweet person she is. I messed up everything I could. I was treating her bad and took the relationship for granted. I didn't buy any presents, didn't take her out et cetera. Hell, I broke up with her! How sad person I muse be.. Nevertheless, I decided to change this. I have written her an email where I thanked her for everything and that she opened my eyes not to do these mistakes ever again to anyone else I hold dear and went for NO CONTACT.
My first dating experience after long term relationship Oh, this was crazy good. Never talked so good with another girl, except my mom and my ex.. we talked for HOURS. We met again, again talked for HOURS. Then we met again and hell again talked for hours. But guess what? There was no kiss attempt from my side.
Should I physical desire for her? Should there be an urge to kiss a girl you are having such great date with? I invited her over to my place, which she agreed to, so that means she is happy and ready to have some intimate moment with me, but am I just investing time into something I will never going to work properly, because there is no URGE to kiss her or is it something I should stop thinking about if I am having great time with her? Will the lust or something deeper create further down the road? I am talking about life time partner, not just summer
TL;DR Should I feel physical desire or urge for physical contact with someone that eventually become my life time partner or is it just a bonus and I should focus on deeper emotional connection first? What feeling should I have have around someone life-long for me?
I very well understand that everyone is different, but some things should be at least similar or weighing towards one direction more or less, right?
Thank you all for support and inputs!
P.S.: non-english native
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It was 4am, I was awoken by the ring of my telephone. It was dark, but I was able to find the phone in my night stand. I checked for the number and it wasKatherine, my girlfriend. I picked up but it wasn’t her voice. “Michael?” The voice said. “Hello? Who is this?” I asked “This is Ashley, Katherine’s little sister.” “Oh hi,” I said with a tired tone, “why are you calling me so early?” She went silent, she didn’t respond. “Hello?” I said. Her voice went broken, you could hear her fighting back the tears, “Katherine… Katherine is dead.” Time stopped. I thought it was a joke for a couple seconds, a very cruel joke. But her broken voice as she said “She killed herself 3 hours ago,” made me know she wasn’t joking. I couldn’t believe it. I wouldn’t believe it. The love of my life, the one person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, was gone. She couldn’t have. No, she wouldn’t have. I hung up the phone and got in my car. I drove to her house, I just couldn’t believe she did that. She was always so happy, she was loving. As I pulled up I could see the flashing lights of police cars and a rescue truck. There in the distance, there were the rescue workers putting a white cloth over her beautiful face. It was true. There was no way to lie to my eyes.
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I put the note against the chest, and cried harder than I ever did in my life. I said to myself “You deserved the world.” I wish I could have helped her. This was my fault. I should have helped her, I could have saved her but now she’s gone.
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WHEA_UNCORRECTABLE_ERROR (124) A fatal hardware error has occurred. Parameter 1 identifies the type of error source that reported the error. Parameter 2 holds the address of the WHEA_ERROR_RECORD structure that describes the error conditon. Try !errrec Address of the WHEA_ERROR_RECORD structure to get more details. Arguments: Arg1: 0000000000000000, Machine Check Exception Arg2: ffffc80fff1b48c0, Address of the WHEA_ERROR_RECORD structure. Arg3: 00000000bea00000, High order 32-bits of the MCi_STATUS value. Arg4: 0000000000000108, Low order 32-bits of the MCi_STATUS value. Debugging Details: ------------------ fffff8008280f340: Unable to get Flags value from nt!KdVersionBlock fffff8008280f340: Unable to get Flags value from nt!KdVersionBlock ************************************************************************* *** *** *** *** *** Either you specified an unqualified symbol, or your debugger *** *** doesn't have full symbol information. Unqualified symbol *** *** resolution is turned off by default. Please either specify a *** *** fully qualified symbol module!symbolname, or enable resolution *** *** of unqualified symbols by typing ".symopt- 100". Note that *** *** enabling unqualified symbol resolution with network symbol *** *** server shares in the symbol path may cause the debugger to *** *** appear to hang for long periods of time when an incorrect *** *** symbol name is typed or the network symbol server is down. *** *** *** *** For some commands to work properly, your symbol path *** *** must point to .pdb files that have full type information. *** *** *** *** Certain .pdb files (such as the public OS symbols) do not *** *** contain the required information. Contact the group that *** *** provided you with these symbols if you need this command to *** *** work. *** *** *** *** Type referenced: hal!_WHEA_PROCESSOR_GENERIC_ERROR_SECTION *** *** *** ************************************************************************* fffff8008280f340: Unable to get Flags value from nt!KdVersionBlock ************************************************************************* *** *** *** *** *** Either you specified an unqualified symbol, or your debugger *** *** doesn't have full symbol information. Unqualified symbol *** *** resolution is turned off by default. Please either specify a *** *** fully qualified symbol module!symbolname, or enable resolution *** *** of unqualified symbols by typing ".symopt- 100". Note that *** *** enabling unqualified symbol resolution with network symbol *** *** server shares in the symbol path may cause the debugger to *** *** appear to hang for long periods of time when an incorrect *** *** symbol name is typed or the network symbol server is down. *** *** *** *** For some commands to work properly, your symbol path *** *** must point to .pdb files that have full type information. *** *** *** *** Certain .pdb files (such as the public OS symbols) do not *** *** contain the required information. Contact the group that *** *** provided you with these symbols if you need this command to *** *** work. *** *** *** *** Type referenced: hal!_WHEA_PROCESSOR_GENERIC_ERROR_SECTION *** *** *** ************************************************************************* KEY_VALUES_STRING: 1 Key : Analysis.CPU.mSec Value: 2999 Key : Analysis.DebugAnalysisProvider.CPP Value: Create: 8007007e on DESKTOP-P6ICE5U Key : Analysis.DebugData Value: CreateObject Key : Analysis.DebugModel Value: CreateObject Key : Analysis.Elapsed.mSec Value: 13643 Key : Analysis.Memory.CommitPeak.Mb Value: 79 Key : Analysis.System Value: CreateObject Key : WHEA.MCiStatus.Code Value: 0xbea0000000000108 Key : WHEA.MCiStatus.McaError Value: 0x0108 Key : WHEA.MCiStatus.ModelError Value: 0x0000 Key : WHEA.MCiStatus.Reserved Value: 0x00a00000 ADDITIONAL_XML: 1 OS_BUILD_LAYERS: 1 DUMP_FILE_ATTRIBUTES: 0x18 Kernel Generated Triage Dump Live Generated Dump BUGCHECK_CODE: 124 BUGCHECK_P1: 0 BUGCHECK_P2: ffffc80fff1b48c0 BUGCHECK_P3: bea00000 BUGCHECK_P4: 108 PROCESS_NAME: smss.exe STACK_TEXT: ffff8180`973d4190 fffff800`82559eef : ffffc80f`ff1b48a0 00000000`00000000 ffffc80f`ff1b48c0 00000000`00000022 : nt!LkmdTelCreateReport+0x13e ffff8180`973d46d0 fffff800`82559de6 : ffffc80f`ff1b48a0 fffff800`00000000 00000033`00000000 00000033`327df6c0 : nt!WheapReportLiveDump+0x7b ffff8180`973d4710 fffff800`823b61dd : 00000000`00000001 ffff8180`973d4b80 00000033`327df6c0 00000000`000001a0 : nt!WheapReportDeferredLiveDumps+0x7a ffff8180`973d4740 fffff800`8229a467 : 00000000`00000000 ffffc80f`fcee8030 00000000`00000103 00000000`00000000 : nt!WheaCrashDumpInitializationComplete+0x59 ffff8180`973d4770 fffff800`82005fb8 : ffffc800`02600000 ffffc800`02607d00 ffff8180`973d4b80 ffffc80f`00000000 : nt!NtSetSystemInformation+0x1f7 ffff8180`973d4b00 00007ffd`947cf2c4 : 00000000`00000000 00000000`00000000 00000000`00000000 00000000`00000000 : nt!KiSystemServiceCopyEnd+0x28 00000033`327df668 00000000`00000000 : 00000000`00000000 00000000`00000000 00000000`00000000 00000000`00000000 : 0x00007ffd`947cf2c4 MODULE_NAME: AuthenticAMD IMAGE_NAME: AuthenticAMD.sys STACK_COMMAND: .thread ; .cxr ; kb FAILURE_BUCKET_ID: LKD_0x124_0_AuthenticAMD_BANK0_MSCOD0000_MCACOD0108_PCC_UC_IMAGE_AuthenticAMD.sys OSPLATFORM_TYPE: x64 OSNAME: Windows 10 FAILURE_ID_HASH: {509acb9c-038f-dfdb-adc2-7917670271d1} Followup: MachineOwner ---------
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