2021.01.15 15:05 Wisewolf-Holo Dont't stick your Dick in Crazy - an original song by me.
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2021.01.15 15:05 SnooHobbies6674 Posting on here till I get 100 subscribers day #2
2021.01.15 15:05 cjj888 [L] (18M) Friend tells me to go kill myself when he knew I attempted a few weeks beforehand. Tries to apologize by saying “don’t forget everything I’ve done for you”...
Here’s a bit of a backstory. I have PTSD and attempted to hang myself back in October and wound up in the hospital, I’m dealing with a court case, and a bunch of other bullshit. My closest friends know including my best friend of 7 years, John.
A few months back I’m playing NHL21 with the boys. I’m our teams goalie, my buddy John is our defenseman and was playing like shit, so I said “yo you gotta get back on d, there’s a bunch of easy opportunities for them” he said “no it’s fine, why don’t you just stop them? You’re the goalie so fucking stop the goals” I replied “well you’re the defenseman so just play some defense okay?”. He didn’t like that I guess.
He just went fucking off on me. “You know what Christian? You’re a fucking child who needs to grow the fuck up” All I could say was “what the fuck?” Then he said some other things like calling me fat, talking about my ex, and just insulting everything about me. Then he said “if you can’t fucking grow up maybe you should go kill yourself” that was the last straw. You can’t tell a suicidal person to go kill themself. I went off on him, yelled at him, and just got off PlayStation. When I did, I went up to my room and cut myself a bunch. I felt like shit. Then I texted him “why the fuck would you say that when you know about all the shit going on and that I fucking attempted three weeks ago?” To which he replied with the “👌🏻” emoji.
He tried apologizing late that night but I wasn’t fucking hearing it. I told him to give me space. He brought up literally everything that’s wrong with me and then some...
So the past few months have been even worse, including another suicide attempt, more progression in the court case, and the remembrance of some more brutal things from my trauma. But yesterday he tries to apologize again, I was willing to hear it bc it had been a few months and I just wanted to give him a chance. But when he asked to talk he said “and don’t say ‘idk’ because I’m sick of fucking waiting” a terrible opener. At that point I was already stand-off-ish which I admit may have given him less of an opportunity to win me over but he acted as if I was inconveniencing him by not wanting to talk to him. He went on to say that he was frustrated that I didn’t tell him anything anymore, but in reality he knew about my attempt, he knew about my court case, he knew about my sensitivity about my weight, and he knew about the situation with my ex. He wasn’t in the dark at all. Plus, he used all that information against me to shit on me for it, and when I confronted him about that he had nothing to say.
He also said stuff like “come on you can’t hate me that much” like yes I fucking can you fucking idiot. “You know I’ve done a lot for you since day one” “let’s just go back to being the friends we were and put this behind us” WHAT THE FUCK BRO? EXCUSE ME? He then said “You act like I don’t care about anyone but if I didn’t care about you I wouldn’t have ever been friends with you, I was your first friend don’t you forget that”. He was acting like he was my fucking savior for talking to me in 6th grade.
Idk I’m just fucking heated and tired of literally everything falling apart at once. I’m sick and tired of it. This just adds to all the bullshit going on and I’m done with it.
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2021.01.15 15:05 KarateDojowaKu 9 Kyu Belt Requirements!｜Karate Dojo waKu
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2021.01.15 15:05 JezzoUchiha What do you guys think about the newest Map thats been released in Cold War?
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2021.01.15 15:05 I_love_emoji How to remove the + icon that opens the new tab page?
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2021.01.15 15:05 RT_Video_Bot Stabbin' Cabins - Friday the 13th Gameplay
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2021.01.15 15:05 LoadedR6 Cheater
Tracking through the wall, definitely just walling, but pretty damn obvious here.
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2021.01.15 15:05 Joelpp2002 Why don’t Facebook do something useful!
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2021.01.15 15:05 ZiraelN7 No time.
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2021.01.15 15:05 spiked_macaroon Yesterday was day zero.
Actually kind of a lot of backstory...
I'll be 41 this year. I grew up around weed. My parents are old hippies, I was a stoner musician in high school. I did all of my undergraduate high. In my mid 20s I met my now ex wife, and I knew if I wanted that life I would have to quit. So I did. Didn't smoke for 10+ years except once at a conference out of town.
In 2019 I had a pretty serious midlife crisis. I had an affair. Lost my job. My wife left me and took the kids. Moved in with my folks for a few months to get back on my feet and I started smoking again that fall.
Pretty quickly I was smoking every day. Then quarantine hit and I was furloughed. I started smoking more, sometimes waking up before dawn and getting high because, fuck it, why not.
Met a girl. Also a hippie. Awesome! We smoke herb all the time. Quarantine ended. I accepted a different position. My whole office smokes. One girl hits her pen at her desk and our boss gave us some of his personal home-grown strain for xmas.
But I'm not happy.
I realized a little while ago that weed helps me not feel, and helps insulate me from dealing with the train wreck of my life. I want more out of life, but all I do is work and sit on the couch with an L and play video games.
And I'm sharper than this, but I feel so dulled all the time. Shit, man. I was a teacher.
I bought a pack of cigarettes yesterday to help myself quit smoking weed. So far it worked, because I didn't smoke yesterday. I quit tobacco twice already, I can go on the patch if I need to in a week or so once I've broken the spell.
Wish me luck.
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2021.01.15 15:05 tidalgamingnews Minecraft players recreated Attack on Titan’s Shiganshina to 1:1 scale
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2021.01.15 15:05 VirtuaBlueAm2 Having problems composing with my imposter syndrome.
Hi, I'm posting here for the first time. Anway, I am currentl creating this indie game by my lone some and have been doing everything my self, (Sprites, Art, Programming and Music) It's been fine with every thing but the music, because I also have misophonia, It's the hardest thing to me so far.
Composing music started out fun, Until I learned a bit of music theory and started to hear my creations closer and realized their were all mediocre and not worthy to be listened to, Or at least, That's what I've been telling myself. I've even gotten some positive feedback on some of my creations and I'm still not convinced.
Now it's gotten to the point where I'm being suggested to collaborate with another composer, which I can't do because of my Social anxiety. Not to mention I have severe trust issues.
And even If I did get additional help, I might as well not help because they would most likely be 10 times as competent compared to me.
I'm at the end of my rope, And I've been trying to get opinions on what I should do now.
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2021.01.15 15:05 DravosHanska Getting caught pickpocketing after a successful dc check
I'm rolling my first rogue and I just pickpocketed some healing potions off a merchant. DC was like 7 and I got a 16. Took them, walked away and a guard comes running up to me out of nowhere giving me dialogue options like fight, pay or talk my way out. I don't get it. I was hidden the entire time I pickpocketed and I was successful so why do the guards magically know I took something? This is happening every time on multiple different traders. Doesn't matter what I take. I've succeeded on junk items with like a 3 dc and I succeeded on a 17 check for a +1 armor. Both stayed hidden. Both successes. Both times when I walk away a guard rushed me. Am I missing something here?
Side question: Is pickpocketing supposed to be this easy? Stole 2 +1 daggers and the dc was a 7. That seems super low. Why would I ever barter anything anymore if the dc check is that low?
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2021.01.15 15:05 RT_Video_Bot Stabbin' Cabins - Friday the 13th Gameplay
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2021.01.15 15:05 Revolutionary_Fee_61 The new Randy Orton
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2021.01.15 15:05 RT_Video_Bot Stabbin' Cabins - Friday the 13th Gameplay
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2021.01.15 15:05 Twin_Palms Bonpo Monasteries: Menri
The first great revealer of treasure texts (gter-ston) in the Bon (Bon) tradition was Shenchen Luga (gShen-chen Klu-dga’) (996-1035). He entrusted to his disciple, Druchen Namka Yungdrung (Bru-chen Nam-mkha’ g.yung-drung), the responsibility for establishing a debating tradition for the study of the Bon texts. In 1072, Druchen’s close relative, Druje Yungdrung Lama (Bru-rje g.Yung-drung Bla-ma), established Yeru Ensaka Monastery (g.Yas-ru dBen-sa-kha dGon-pa) in the Central Tibetan district of Tsang (gTsang) for this purpose. The monastery was destroyed by a flood in 1386.~by Dr. Alexander Berzin; "Bön Monasteries." Chö-Yang, Year of Tibet Edition (Dharamsala, India), (1991).
Tashi Menri Monastery (bKra-shis sMan-ri dGon-pa), located at Tobgyal (sTobs-rgyal) in Tsang, was built to replace Ensaka. It was established in 1405 by Nyamme Sherab Gyaltsen (mNyam-med Shes-rab rgyal-mtshan) (1356-1416), and became the main Bon monastery of Tibet.
The site of Menri is very extraordinary. When the founder of Bon, Tonpa Shenrab (sTon-pa gShen-rab), traveled to Kongpo (Kong-po), he stopped at Tobgyel. With his miraculous powers, he left his footprint in a rock, saying, "Little boy, in the future your monastery will be here." The mountain behind Menri is like a drawn curtain of white silk. In the middle of it, there is an expansive flat rock slab with the naturally formed figures of 1000 Buddhas, 80 vidyadharas (rig-‘dzin, holders of pure awareness), and 1000 dakinis. The mountains in front of the monastery have many naturally formed wondrous shapes. The surrounding mountains are covered with hundreds of types of medicinal plants and medicinal springs, from which the name Menri derives, which means "Medicine Mountain."
When Nyamme Sherab Gyaltsen first stayed at Menri, he asked his disciple, Rinchen Gyaltsen (Rin-chen rgyal-mtshan), to fill his monk’s shawl with white pebbles, close his eyes, and walk, dropping a pebble every nine paces. Rinchen Gyaltsen did this, but after a short while, a loud noise caused him to open his eyes. Nyamme Sherab Gyaltsen told him that where the pebbles had been dropped, there would be 12 divisions of the monastery and 60 monk’s quarters. He explained that had Rinchen Gyaltsen finished dropping all the pebbles with his eyes never having opened, then everything that remained from the previous Ensaka Monastery would have been reestablished. But now that the replanting had not been carried out properly, then although the continuity from the former monastery would be maintained for a long time, everything would not be accomplished fully.
Nyamme Sherab Gyaltsen and Rinchen Gyaltsen wrote many texts and tried to establish a debating college at Menri, but were unsuccessful. Until the founding of the Bon debate monastery Yungdrungling (g.Yung-drung gling dGon-pa) in 1836, the Menri monks studied sutras through the debate technique at the nearby Sakya monastery of Druyul Kyetsal (Bru-yul sKyed-tshal dGon-pa) and could receive the Sakya Geshe (dGe-bshes) degree. They would study Bon tantra and dzogchen (rdzogs-chen, great completeness) teachings at Menri.
In 1947, Menri itself established a debating college. Although Ensaka had the debate tradition study of sutra, tantra, and dzogchen, Menri was only able to institute it for sutra. The monastery carried out a full calendar of tantric rituals and practice.
Menri Monastery had four colleges: Lingme (gLing-smad), Lingto (gLing-stod), Lingke (gLing-ske) and Lingzur (gLing-zur). The colleges had twelve divisions and all together, in 1959, between 400 and 500 monks. Menri had 250 branch monasteries, in all areas of Tibet except U, as well as in India, China, Bhutan, Sikkim, Nepal, and Mongolia.
In 1978, the debate college of Menri, Pal Shenten Menriling (dPal gShen-bstan sMan-ri gling), was reestablished in Solan, Himachal Pradesh, India. At present, there are 70 monks. The monks study not only sutra, but also tantra and dzogchen through the medium of debate. They study the traditional fields of knowledge of medicine, astrology, art, poetry, and grammar as well.
2021.01.15 15:05 TolliverBurk Hmmm
2021.01.15 15:05 Strel0ka I'm sorry, little one.
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2021.01.15 15:05 autotldr Former Cleveland schools’ therapist arrested on federal charges involving attack at U.S. Capitol
This is the best tl;dr I could make, original reduced by 77%. (I'm a bot)
CLEVELAND, Ohio - Christine Priola, a former occupational therapist for the Cleveland schools, was arrested Thursday morning and accused of taking part in last week's attack on the U.S. Capitol.
Priola, 49, made a brief appearance in U.S. District Court in Cleveland before Magistrate Judge Jonathan Greenberg, who transferred her case to the District of Columbia.
Priola, of Willoughby, is accused of knowingly entering or remaining in a restricted building; violent entry; and unlawful activities on Capitol grounds.
The day after the rally, Priola submitted her resignation from the school district in a conspiracy-laden letter to officials.
The district released a statement that said it "Deeply condemns the actions of those involved in the riots inside the Capitol and on the Capitol grounds. The right of peaceful protest, as protected by the First Amendment, is a foundation of our democracy. The forcible takeover and willful destruction of our government is not."
While Priola's personnel file offers a glowing narrative of her work, court records provide a different view.
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2021.01.15 15:05 Ninep [USA-NJ] [H] ASUS RTX 3070 TUF OC [W] RTX 3060 TI + Local Cash
Got the 3070 for $670 including tax but that's more than I wanted to spend on a GPU, so I'm looking to downgrade. Looking for the Gaming OC, Gaming X Trio, or Aorus Master AIBs and $160 cash. Available in the 07646 area.
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2021.01.15 15:05 deluxeisgod Synology DS220+ future proof?
Due to COVID I finally found time to reconfig my home network and build a new PC. Originally I wanted to use a HDD Raid in my Desktop as a storage solution. My main need is a file storage for my video and photography hobby with 4K and RAW content.
I ditched this idea quickly for a NAS. I can profit from a backup solution for my iOS devices and for my Mac with Time Machine.
I decided to go with the DS220+. My only worry is, that I might run into a trap of not getting into a better option right now, which will keep the need of upgrading long time away. I decided for the DS220+ because I do not need SSD-Caching, since this makes only sense for multi-user with simultanious writing or VMs. Another decision point for it was, that I dont need a 10GBe compatible device, my network is not that good(yet).
I am more or less sure with my decision based on my knowledge. That's why I wanted to ask for your advice. I am tech-savy and I can see myself run a VM. For dev and learning I have right now a APU board which is sufficient for me for running VMs. Is there any other feature I am overseeing from which I can profit by going for a other machine?
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2021.01.15 15:05 RLCD-Bot [Purple Fennec] [Labyrinth] [Purple Slash Beam III] [Black Veloce]
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