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I (22F) really wanna lose my virginity, but I’m afraid I’ll regret it if it’s a hookup

2021.01.21 05:08 Boomworm76 I (22F) really wanna lose my virginity, but I’m afraid I’ll regret it if it’s a hookup

 So I’m a straight 22F, currently single, although I’ve been going out with guys from dating apps. Although I’ve been in a relationship before and even fooled around with a couple guys, I’ve never had intercourse. My upbringing was intensely religious and socially conservative, so I was discouraged from doing anything with anyone ever before marriage (Hence the late start). While I’m not feeling social pressure from anyone else, I really want to have sex, particularly before my next birthday this fall. I don’t know why, but there’s something about being a 23-year-old virgin that seems embarrassing and prudish. I’m actively dating and looking for a steady relationship, but there’s no guarantee I’ll find within this timeframe. I’m a pretty attractive person, and I get tons of dates from the apps, so I’m confident that I could find a guy to do the honors if I tried. My fear is that if it’s a casual hookup, I’ll end up regretting it since it was my first time. I’m also concerned about STIs since I may not know the guy well enough to trust him if he tells me he’s clean (condoms are a must, but it’s nice to have the peace of mind). I got tested after my last intimate encounter, and I’m all clean, so I could offer him that assurance. 
I know the textbook answer is “wait for the right person,” but I’ve gone out with about 25 guys in the last year and it doesn’t feel like it’s working. Has anybody been in a similar situation or have any insights?
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2021.01.21 05:08 Puzzleheaded_Cow3595 TIFU by posting a near nude on Instagram

I've been tracking my weight loss by taking near nude photos in my underwear and bra every morning. Nothing provocative, literally just front on and side profile photos. Sometimes you can see my nips and that's ok since the photos are only for me. Another key fact here is I typically use the Instagram app to edit my photos, post it while I'm on airplane mode, and then delete the pending post. The edited photo then saves on my phone. That's how I've done it for years now.
I'm not a very showy person, esp not on my social media platforms. Today I was editing my most recent before and after photo on the Instagram app, put my phone on airplane mode, posted the photo, and then turned the airplane mode off. I guess I turned airplane mode on too quickly because it posted for 2 seconds and I deleted the photo.
My dumb ass didn't realize that some of my friends get a notification whenever I post. I went along with my day and in the evening a friend, whom I'm not very close with, reached out to me to tell me I look great and told me my boyfriend is very lucky to have me (rather odd comment). I asked what he meant and he said that I looked great in my most recent photo and showed me a screenshot.
Brb I'm going to go scream into the abyss
Tldr; posted a before and after photo on Instagram and showed my nips to the world
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2021.01.21 05:08 RighteousKill66 Game crashing advice?

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2021.01.21 05:08 beaudouble Story of my lodge

Today a younger brother (raised in 2019) spoke up in stated about what he has learned from masonry and the issues he saw with masonry. Not surprising to any of us here he stated the obvious:

  1. Membership is dying
  2. Our stated meetings are boring
  3. The lodge has little/no education
And when I say it sparked a conversation like never before... 10+ year Masons spoke up that this was the most constructive conversation they have ever seen during a stated meeting.
What’s controversial about this isn’t what the young master Mason said or anything brought up by the line. It was the 70+ year old treasure that stood up and pointed out: ”During the 60/70 when our lodge had over a thousand members only 6/7% would show up to any stated meeting. At our lodge today, with under 200 active members, we have 7% of our lodge here with us”
Please remember men, Life ebbs and flows. Lodge will ebb and flow. Remember family, work, then masonry
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2021.01.21 05:08 mikejones84 Destro Lock Single Target Heroic Nathria DPS is garbage

Anyone else having a terrible time on single target bosses in Heroic Nathria as Destro? Granted I am currently raiding in my Mythic + build since I don't have my Cinders leggo crafted just yet. One more week of Torghast and I can craft all the way to level 4. I focused on Wilfred first since I do way more M+ than raiding. But, come on, this is just horrifyingly bad. I have thought of switching to affliction but I can't quite get the hang of the rotation. Am I the only one annoyed by this?
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2021.01.21 05:08 ak-Haru Fayan's Medicine

Fayan (885–958) was born a little after Linji died; a bit younger than Caoshan. He studied with Changqing, who studied next to Yunmen under Xuefeng. He was in the thick of Chinese Zen at its peak. A school was named after his teaching style, which died out after a few generations. There are two tellings of his enlightenment:

Guichen (Dizang) asked, “Where are you going?”
Fayan replied, “On an ongoing pilgrimage.”
Guichen said, “Why do you go on a pilgrimage?”
Fayan replied, “I don’t know.”
Guichen said, “Not knowing is most intimate.”
At these words Fayan instantly experienced enlightenment.
When the snow was gone, the three monks bade farewell and started to depart. Dizang accompanied them to the gate and asked, “I’ve heard you say several times that ‘the three realms are only mind and the myriad dharmas are only consciousness.’”
Dizang then pointed to a rock lying on the ground by the gate and said, “So do you say that this rock is inside or outside of mind?”
Fayan said, “Inside.”
Dizang said, “How can a pilgrim carry such a rock in his mind while on pilgrimage?”
Dumbfounded, Fayan couldn’t answer. He put his luggage down at Dizang’s feet and asked him to clarify the truth. Each day for the next month or so Fayan spoke about the Way with Dizang and demonstrated his understanding.
Dizang would always say, “The Buddhadharma isn’t like that.”
Finally, Fayan said, “I’ve run out of words and ideas.”
Dizang said, “If you want to talk about Buddhadharma, everything you see embodies it.”
At these words Fayan experienced great enlightenment.
Zen's Chinese Heritage: The Masters and their Teachings, Andy Ferguson
Wearing out is a theme when discussing Fayan, as is the nature and purpose of Buddhism. See where this fits into these verse:
The three realms are merely mental,
Myriad things are but representation.
Only representation, only mental -
Sound to the eye, form to the ear.
Form does not reach the ear;
How can sound contact the eye?
Form to the eye, sound to the ear -
Myriad things are in order.
Myriad things are not mental objects -
How can you view them as illusory?
Earth, mountains, and rivers -
Who is enduring, who changes?
On the theme of the triplex world being only mental, Treasury of the Eye of True Teaching, 228
The Flower Ornament principle of the six characteristics:
Within sameness there is still difference;
If difference is different from sameness,
That is not Buddha's teaching at all.
In the meaning of the Buddhas,
When have totality and distinction
Ever had sameness and difference?
When entering concentration in a male body,
No attention's focused on the female body.
When no attention's focused,
There are no names;
Myriad forms are distinctly clear,
Neither abstract nor concrete.
Verse on the six characteristics of the Flower Ornament teaching, Treasury of the Eye of True Teaching, 228
There's a misunderstanding of loans in general, often picked up from modern writers who erase the words of the ancient masters with their own, because they are enlightened. This path is what Fayan points to in this famous case:
On an occasion when monks came to call on Fayan, he pointed to a bamboo blind. Two monks went and rolled it up. Fayan said, "One gain, one loss."
Treasury of the Eye of True Teaching, 202
So what are you missing? It is often said that with clear eyes, every case is solved. What is the Last Word here? If you think I am speaking in riddles, Fayan gives you another dollop full for your illness:
As Baizhang Heng stood in attendance on Fayan, he asked for help with the story of the Hindu asking Buddha, "I do not ask about the spoken, I do not ask about the unspoken." Before he could even finish the citation, Fayan said, "Wait, wait! You're about to understand at the Buddha's silence!"
At this Heng was greatly enlightened.
Treasury of the Eye of True Teaching, 56
Both enlightenment stories say the same thing. The verse show this in action. The cases can turn a seeker completely around until they see Fayan eye-to-eye.
Have you found the alchemical pill that sends the whole family to heaven yet? It do you doubt the words of the ancient worthies?
Maybe you still want me to speak clearly, so here is more of that stinky concoction:
Master Fayan of Mt. Qingliang said to an assembly,
People who leave home, just go along with the time and season; then when it's cold you're cold, and when it's hot you're hot. 'If you want to know the meaning of Buddha-nature, you must observe time and season, causes and conditions.' Expedient means past and present have not been lacking. Haven't you seen how when master Shitou read the treatise of Sengzhao saying, "Those who understand all things as self are only sages, it seems," he then said, "Sages have no self, but there is nothing they do not regard as self." He had a set of sayings he called Merging of Difference and Sameness, in which he finally said, "The mind of the great immortal of India" - nothing is beyond these words. In the meantime he just spoke according to the time. Elders, do you want to understand all things as self now? In sum, there is nothing on earth to view. He also charged people, "Don't waste time." A moment ago I told you that it will do to go along with the time and season. If your timing is wrong and you miss the signs of the times, then you are wasting time, understanding the immaterial to be material. If you understand the immaterial to be material, your timing is wrong and you're missing the signs of the times. But tell me, is it then appropriate to understand the material as immaterial? If you understand this way, you're out of touch. Actually this is madly running in two directions; what use is that? Just keep to your lot and go along with the time.
Treasury of the Eye of True Teaching, 505
If you are still unsure, I give you a question to ponder; what is the difference between shallow Buddhism, and the heart of Buddhism?
If you can't speak without hesitation, take a moment to read Fayan again until you are sure.
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