2021.01.26 05:02 ak47ark I opened my relationship and now I’m scared plz help
I love my boyfriend. We are together and happy for a year now after starting as me, the other woman in an affair, with him for a year and a half. I am a bi woman and since I felt we have grown so much and I’m proud of him for committing to me regardless of his past struggle with not wanting to settle down I decided we could try and see women. Maybe date someone or a few people. I miss women and was excited since I thought my lesbo days were behind me anyway. Then the very first girl we meet is poly and looking for a couple to date. We were so excited and met her and shes the hottest girl in the world. It’s insane she likes us and the sex has been great but my bf cuddled her viciously and is so into her. He’s wanting us all to fall in love and so does she. We had two nights together last week and then over the weekend another two nights. I had a panic attack one night because she sleeps in the middle and doesn’t want to cuddle with me but will with my bf. The sleeping arrangement keeps me isolated and I thought it would be fine but set off emotions for me. The next day it felt like it was hard to keep up with how much they wanted to be sexual and I’m a really sexual person. We all get along great but I’m just nervous as fuck and don’t know what to do. If I back out they will be heartbroken but obviously him over the loss of her and her over us but I feel almost like an accessory that is necessary in the trio idk. I’m afraid to bring it up and make it a huge deal because it’s progressed so far so quickly she even is planning on coming over tomorrow it feels so scary and I wish they weren’t falling in love with eachother so quickly because I don’t know where I stand with her and am not trying to pressure her. I feel like I’m having so much anxiety I could explode and think my boyfriend is going to hate me and accuse me of not wanting to do this and hiding it from him and that now it’s too late. I think he would stay with me but be spiteful and miss her now that we’ve started this but I’m falling behind. Please help me lol should I just run? Should I keep going and hope it turns into something beautiful? I might lose my 3 year hard earned relationship but I did want to do this and overcome my insecurities for the sake of more love and acceptance in my life. Do I break hearts and save my own or put mine on the line for their definite happiness?
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2021.01.26 05:02 fairyxdreamer Lies of Her Life -2
(Previously : My grandmother whispered in my mom's ear : "Remember when she used to hit you like that"....) Before grandma could whisper anymore, my mother was frightened, we all could see it in her face. She turned pale and ran away outside of the home without saying any word, my dad, grandpa and me ran after her. We all went to her asked her what had she said , my mom couldn't speak or hear what we were saying it was as if she had gone to some other place but her body was right here, we tried touching and moving her but nothing happened.... I was afraid yet I had to know what had my grandma whispered that made mom in such a condition like this, so I decided to go back but dad didn't let me go alone, so I accompanied grandpa with me and we went back whereas my dad safely put my mom in the car and stayed there with her. Soon, when me and grandpa entered the home, grandma was nowhere to be found , we searched and searched but she wasn't anywhere it was as if she had just disappeared into thin air. We still continued searching, soon I heard my grandpa's screaming and crying voices from the basement. I went there and saw a very horrific scene... The whole room was covered in blood, she had written "Remember when you used to hit her like that" , and in the middle of the room stood my grandmother hanging herself with a rope. My grandpa froze at the scene , I had never seen him like that as he was a very happy man and was rarely sad or angry... but not today, something had changed. Anyways, I called my dad and told him everything, he was shocked too but he couldn't leave mom all alone so he carried her along with him in the home and immediately called the police. He came to the basement along with mom and soon he was as afraid and sad as we all were, soon mom was back into her body too and it was like she saw this whole scene before it happened atleast thats what she said , "I knew it" and she ran away again... My dad said I shouldn't see this anymore and that me and dad are now going back home with mom , he told grandpa that he had already called the police so didn't have to worry and that grandpa also needs some time alone after this tragical loss.. While going back to home, none of us spoke to each other about the incident as we were all in shock, I just kept on thinking about the words she had written and also felt sad about grandma as I felt like she was always hiding her pain in order to support everyone... Soon we came back home and straight went to our beds without saying a word. Next morning, we had decided to go back to the home as grandpa needed to know he is not alone and we are there to support him. So, we went there and saw the door was already open so we shouted "grandpa, grandpa!" we saw he was standing in the basement in the same position where he was yesterday it was as if he hadn't moved anywhere since yesterday but the room was cleaned as the authorities were called and dad also called a maid to clean their place up. Then grandpa looked at us in a smiling face, I was shocked as this was the face grandma made when she started acting creepy and their smiles were very very similar. Soon something happened........(to be continued...)
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